So that didn't work.

Droopy, who owes me for over eight months in rent, tells me he won't return my chainmail shirt until I find all the magic cards I gave away (that were cards both he and i bought, none of his older stuff -- trust me if he left those here they would all be sold) and send them to him, and/or find some aluminum plate mail that got lost in the plot cabin over three years ago. All the things I ever did for him mean nothing now.

Droopy has turned out to be the biggest creep. He was an emotional and financial parasite in my life. Hung on and sucked me dry emotionally, and I was too naive to know better. I feel used and upset, and the last straw was that he owes my parents well over the $500 dollars for the phone bill he rang up by stalking another girl. If he hadn't done that, and had he made an effort -- ANY EFFORT -- to pay back my parents, even if it was ten dollars here and there, than I wouldn't have pushed on the things I wanted back. But you DO NOT MESS WITH MY FOLKS.

That's why I am angry and acting childish -- he took advantage of me in every way possible. This is why I do not want to date, this is why I have anxiety issues about dating or being in a relationship -- I cannot stand the idea of being trapped, obligated, stuck. It is safer and I am happier to be my own person.

This deserves to be public, because if I ever fucked someone over this badly, ever I'd expect the same done to me.

So yeah. Don't fuck with me emotionally or financially, and DO NOT fuck with my family. If you follow those rules, it may not be sunshine and rainbows but I promise to be the best friend I possibly can.

EDIT: Btw, I'm not condemning guys on a whole -- the reason I'm not dating is because of my issues, not theirs :)

EDIT DEUX: I really thought you guys were going to think I was a douche for saying all that stuff. I appreciate your support of my pissed-offery.

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